January O’Neil
Aubade
The morning walk took me
down the long path that leads
to the gate. My dog trots ahead of me
through the mowed lawn, wet with dew.
She looks for rabbits in the hedges,
an unsuspecting robin. The moon visible
in the western horizon,
while the sun makes its slow hot climb
in the opposite sky.
For now, the air is sweet and cool.
Where the road bends
I stop before the magnolia
where a single bud is in bloom:
creamy white, mouth wide as a chalice.
I’ve stopped asking
what brought me here,
stopped asking for directions.
I am not lost. I move toward
the almost-words a frog speaks
at the pond’s edge before it leaps.
I stand one-legged on a gnarled root rising
above the still surface
half-covered in pollen and algae.
Don’t say I am untouched
or unremarkable.
No one has been where I am going.
I fly with the blue heron
who takes off as soon as
she’s been discovered.
Elegy for the End of the World
after Paul Guest
For the seas, which are rising.
For the coastline: a long necklace
speckled with marinas and marshes,
bays and inlets. For sea level. Forget
for a moment the distant forecasts,
the inevitability of climate change. This
is for the gulls that wake me at 5 a.m.
with their morning complaint. No restraint
as the darkness ends. Who would miss them?
Who would notice letting go of the world
bird by bird? Show me what I’m going
to lose. For New England, for the frigid
water they say is heating up, but my toes
curled in wet sand don’t believe. For the ocean’s
ability to clap back. For the answers
staring back at us through sea foam.
For the rocky shores bearded with beach grass.
For the lighthouse at Hospital Point
overlooking Beverly Cove, a mile
from my home, and the bioluminescence
that strands itself on the rocks in late June.
For miracles as neon flecks. For a beauty
beyond beauty, beyond otherworldly,
for the shape of things to come.
January G. O'Neil is the author of Rewilding (CavanKerry Press, 2018), Misery Islands (CavanKerry Press, 2014), winner of a 2015 Paterson Award for Literary Excellence, and Underlife (CavanKerry Press, 2009). She is an associate professor at Salem State University, and serves on the boards of AWP, Mass Poetry, and Montserrat College of Art. The recipient of fellowships from Cave Canem and the Barbara Deming Memorial Fund, O'Neil is the 2019-2020 John and Renée Grisham Writer-in-Residence at the University of Mississippi, Oxford, where she lives with her two children this academic year.