Emma Aylor
Light Values
Frederick Sommer, Coyote, 1945
The dead coyote doesn’t look so
different from the way
we’ve buried ourselves—
in essential customs
thousands of years back,
so that when we unearth us,
little glory stays:
bones posed
in shapes inscrutable
and evidently important,
arms and legs folded neater
than the coyote’s collapse
and thus somewhat pitiful,
made minor. The loose
ribs I compare
to fallen vegetation—
reed, mum petal,
stalk—and now I see
the animal’s craned
neck like a Neolithic lover’s,
the ones buried eye
to fallow eye with
another, bone across bone,
but the coyote is alone
at least in art, because we
can’t circle what the lens-edge
trims out—alone
but for the flesh
that in grayscale reads
as crustose lichen. Below,
the desert greens open as if
to echo the death
in form, bearing the carcass
as it’s made known,
made pious, made
that we might—I don’t know—
compare its ears to those
of a loved dog.
They look almost warm
but its eye too is empty,
and as for the color
I can’t say what is skin
or fur or bone, I say
as for the color, the light
values too close, chalk on chalk,
living, like some
lichens, on thin air.
How could I settle
the moral value of forcing
inspection of the animal long
enough to recognize
not only my dog
but what we share
as companions of time—
I say to myself (I don’t want
to listen): the plants appear
stationed to bear, until
earth and of-earth rasp
together, the folded
canine up.
Emma Aylor is the author of Close Red Water (2023), winner of the Barrow Street Book Prize. Her poems have appeared in New England Review, AGNI, Colorado Review, Poetry Daily, the Yale Review Online, and elsewhere. She lives in Lubbock, Texas.