Letter to an Undescribed Species
Some fish make homes inside the mouths
of larger fish. As humans, we pretend to know
existence at your microscopic scale.
Many tiny species wait for names
the way I wait in this exam room for our doctor.
Nomen nudum, a technician wands a wave of sound
across your mother’s stomach
and out of blackness your heart flashes.
It pulses like a squid that siphons
sustenance from empty waters.
It glows like rare, abyssal fish
which know no light but their own.
Somehow, our kind survives this crushing pressure.
Strange thing, this glimpse makes me
the world’s expert on your ways. They ask
that I describe you. They want to know your name.
As if I know. As if, when the wand lifts away,
the screen does not blank, your pulse
does not stop whooshing in our ears, and I
do not see my scared face reflected in the darkness
where you were. As if I understood
the new thing that I saw.